1. A Letter to the Reader

2. A Door in a Swedish Café

3. Killing God

4. Left by a Lover

5. My Mother is not German

6. My Body is not Mine

7. Destroying a Reputation

8. Learning to Love Again

9. The Glass Ceiling

10. The Needle’s Eye

11. Cathedrals Shouldn’t Exist

13. Teaching Wisdom

14. What was Taught?

15. A Catholic in Vienna

16. Confrontation

17. Waking Up